tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77287232280566254132024-03-05T08:43:37.709-08:00Is It Just Me...is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.comBlogger183125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-57088993023181073762020-04-29T22:18:00.000-07:002020-04-29T22:18:57.409-07:00Nag Why does the cheerleader let down the team,<br />
Sandman blots out your dreams,<br />
Make a mess if what's clean...<br />
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Knocked down by ego,<br />
Forced to agree and let go,<br />
Of the happiness you deflected with your "no's"...<br />
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Why can't you be happy, 'stead of complainin',<br />
Whinin' sounds the same as,<br />
When you woke up blamin'...<br />
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Them for your bad work day,<br />
Your mom for your birthday,<br />
Everyone in between for today...<br />
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Your judgments are so frivolous,<br />
Redundant and ridiculous,<br />
For once will you be serious...<br />
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Life really ain't that bad,<br />
Your bitching gets me mad,<br />
So shut your mouth and be gladis it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-43993260474218311392020-04-23T18:24:00.000-07:002020-04-23T18:24:43.919-07:00GO 4 IT!I found this person roarin' inside me,<br />
Bustin' <i>me</i> at the seams,<br />
Like crack to a fiend,<br />
If you know what I mean...<br />
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Eager to get out,<br />
Hurryin' to break through,<br />
Filled with adrenaline,<br />
I had no clue what to do,<br />
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No idea, cuz I'm scared,<br />
Anxious but aware,<br />
This is what takin' risks is alla bout,<br />
No time like the present, to let it out!<br />
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No time like the <i>now</i> to start breakin' down,<br />
Walls of intimidation,<br />
Clear away the frustration,<br />
Wipe away all the questions,<br />
Mother may I also mention,<br />
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Take a chance, and go all out,<br />
Like a champ, without a doubt,<br />
Do the thing how it does,<br />
No holds bar <i>is</i> now because,<br />
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When I'm done, I can ressss,<br />
Cuz I got that off my chessss,<br />
When I'm thu' it's all because,<br />
I Believed in ME,<br />
If no one else does<br />
<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-5653550423047155332020-04-06T19:25:00.001-07:002020-04-06T19:25:13.336-07:00Mellow Sit in the cool of the moon,<br />
Relaxing over winding down,<br />
Decompress from the day,<br />
And the dawn,<br />
In between,<br />
Funny how it seems...<br />
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Yawnin' deep breaths,<br />
Rest, hang loose like,<br />
Upside down from jungle gyms,<br />
Feeling mellow like slow gin,<br />
Comfy heat mixed with slight wind...<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-79291611485221656802020-03-31T08:19:00.000-07:002020-03-31T08:19:13.580-07:00Stuck IN The House!!!Let's get in a good mood <div>
Stray away from the goings on in the world which we can't avoid, </div>
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Although we prepare, </div>
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The rest of the world is out there...</div>
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Let's talk about things that fill us with laughter, </div>
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Over Zoom, Skype or other apps,</div>
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No more paranoia,</div>
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Put a stop to and alla that...</div>
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Talk about the good times,</div>
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Like parties, mishaps and shenanigans, </div>
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Soon, God Willing we'll have more,</div>
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To talk about once again...</div>
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Like, not later but soon,</div>
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Soon is as God allows, </div>
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But for now, the best thing is,</div>
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Isolation resulting in lockdown...</div>
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Phone call, chat, postage stamp,</div>
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Or stone's throw away,</div>
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Pick a nifty method reaching out,</div>
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Make someone's day...</div>
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Get reacquainted with family by spending quality time,</div>
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Make the most of being home,</div>
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As apposed to wishing you had time...</div>
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Unfortunately recognize strangers,</div>
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Who matter most,</div>
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Work and school has turned us into familiar, family ghosts...</div>
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It might be awkward starting off, not knowing what to do,</div>
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Played games and watching movies till,</div>
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Your brains turn into goo...</div>
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Make a cake even if you're not a baking fan,</div>
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Put puzzles on the table that requires,</div>
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Helping hands...</div>
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Have a conversation about 3 things you would wish for,</div>
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If you had three wishes besides,</div>
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Spending time outdoors...</div>
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Gather up donations, color, play charades,</div>
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Tie-dye shirts, Simon Says, </div>
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Read a book backwards instead..</div>
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There's lots of thing to do inside, </div>
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If only you'd imagine,</div>
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Keep your spirits up and,</div>
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Let not your heart be saddened </div>
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is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-91562207728595516882020-03-30T05:37:00.000-07:002020-03-30T05:37:03.224-07:00Another Random/Wisdom/Thought Often we find ourselves dealing with highs and lows, from one peak of extreme to the other.<br />
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Constantly seeking for balance, peace and commitment in forms that best suit our religious beliefs, personal identity and thought process.<br />
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Although we encounter such levels of bliss and chaos, we revisit the formula for sanity and tweak it, trying to achieve tranquility yet again.<br />
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Is it possible we experience these moments as a way to work on dealing with something that never goes away instead of trying to eliminate the inevitable?<br />
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Then let's assume such an idea and try to PERFECT our responses and prepare ourselves for the next test!<br />
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No one's listening,<br />
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Too busy bypassing what's coming out of your mouth...<br />
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Ducking dodging when they see you comin',<br />
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Avoiding conversation because,<br />
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It's not interesting,<br />
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They can't fallow or,<br />
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Don't care to,<br />
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Cuz it's you...<br />
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Feel like a stranger when I'm at work,<br />
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When I'm at home,<br />
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Always alone...<br />
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Staying occupied with the thoughts in my head,<br />
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Prayers that I've said,<br />
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All through my silence...<br />
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Turning smiles upside down,<br />
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Then they beg your pardon,<br />
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Politely you accept but,<br />
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The truth is your upset...<br />
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I guess it a feeling that I'll never get used to,<br />
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Although I'm accustomed,<br />
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At times I just play dumb...<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-76196978336837066432020-03-27T20:00:00.000-07:002020-03-27T20:00:13.964-07:00Random: Deep Down Inside Speakin' in an unplugged microphone,<br />
Yelling to an empty crowd,<br />
Paying attention to no one,<br />
But the silence of the loud...<br />
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Scribble on blank pages with invisible crayons,<br />
Words appearing clear as far as the mind,<br />
Can see...<br />
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Reading braille, hands tied behind my back,<br />
Laughing at the punchline from the quiet comedian,<br />
As she cries the heartache of a winner.<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-54597968384935512182020-03-26T19:06:00.001-07:002020-03-26T19:06:18.438-07:00So RAndom, So RusTy, BeeN Too LONg<br />
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Off the deep end<br />
Pencil, marker, or pen<br />
Gettin spellbound,<br />
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Astound, profound,<br />
Verbs other shit and pronouns...<br />
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Gotta funny feelin'<br />
Gotta, keep typin,<br />
Trippin' over word semantics,<br />
Lyrical acrobatics,<br />
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Not stick shift but, Automatic,<br />
Charismatic must admit<br />
I'm not half bad at it...<br />
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Been a while since I've been on,<br />
Thinkin' bout it since I've been gone,<br />
Left for a moment, now I'm back again,<br />
Pick up where I left, let the poems begin...<br />
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Not tryin to be cute,<br />
Not tryin to act funny,<br />
Do it for the love,<br />
I ain't makin' no money,<br />
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I love's what I do and I<br />
Do what I does,<br />
Glad to be back,<br />
C'mon and show me some<br />
Ear hustling love,<br />
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Tell me you missed,<br />
Don't try to kiss me,<br />
Corona's for real,<br />
Grab a mask and shield,<br />
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Earbuds, and speakers,<br />
Bobbin' your head,<br />
Hearin the words that come out of my head,<br />
Hearin the words, don't know what to say next,<br />
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Ran out of thoughts,<br />
Got me feelin' perplexed,<br />
No time to get vexed,<br />
Blogging virtual text,<br />
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No time to stumble,<br />
You know me, I stay humble,<br />
WArming UP and I'm stretchin'<br />
So please pay attention...<br />
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I'm a little rusty but,<br />
I'll bounce back quick<br />
Is it just me,<br />
Unique blogger chickis it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-51594740043397778262020-03-26T16:20:00.001-07:002020-03-26T16:20:13.934-07:00Strenghts Weakness<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It takes a woman to make moves,<br />
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Woah, man,</div>
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I'm making moves, </div>
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To defeat and overcome,</div>
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Emotional break down of the pendulum,</div>
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That swings between tears, fears, and anger,</div>
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Stranger to myself of the foreigner I've become,</div>
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Ill will undone, </div>
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From the shield, I slang from,</div>
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Acting too hard as if I was real,</div>
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Believed if I played hard enough,</div>
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This persona of being tough,</div>
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Thick skin and strong posture,</div>
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All the while, </div>
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The imposter,</div>
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Trying hard to hide who I was,</div>
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It didn't fit,</div>
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Like OJ's glove...</div>
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What I recall from days back when,</div>
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My front had dropped,</div>
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Exposing me again,</div>
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The shell I once tried to wear,</div>
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My strength in truth,</div>
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It could not bear,</div>
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It could not hold,</div>
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I was too bold,</div>
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The fake was an imposter of me,</div>
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The me that I am,</div>
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The woman I've been, </div>
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The joke I played in front of my friends,</div>
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I appeared as weak when I tried to be strong,</div>
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A front I chose to carry on,</div>
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Y'all kept me going,</div>
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Egged me on,<br />
For fear intimidating,<br />
Held tounges for too long,<br />
Kept me at bay,<br />
To secure your preception,<br />
Lifes strongest lady,<br />
With true imperfections,<br />
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True as I am,<br />
True as I've been,<br />
Regained consciousness,<br />
From the <i>me</i> within,<br />
Y'all still act funny,<br />
Fake smiles and such,<br />
Bracing for the day,<br />
I'd beat you to the punch,<br />
<br />
Figured out your apprehension,<br />
Of why you failed to mention,<br />
Standing by witnessing my act,<br />
Playing like I was <i>alla</i> that,<br />
While you watched me carry on,<br />
But the vail would hold for so long,<br />
Now you wanna act surprised,<br />
When the true me poured out from inside.<br />
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What happened to being more than friends,<br />
Family's what you labeled me,<br />
Held you close by my right hand,<br />
Thought you held me from the quicksand,<br />
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Thought you had my back from being close,<br />
Keep it honest, keep me in line,<br />
All the while you were ghost,<br />
Invisible to the naked eye.<br />
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It's alright, I guess I learned,<br />
Everyone, I must discern,<br />
But most of all, I'll never doubt,<br />
Or pretend what I'm about.<br />
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Strong like might, huge like damn,<br />
Holding back the might</div>
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is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-365709025709290392018-09-08T21:26:00.003-07:002018-09-08T21:26:37.841-07:00Life at IT's finess<br />
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Can't stop thinking bout you,<br />
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miss you when I'm mad,<br />
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feel sick when your sad,<br />
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kicked you out a thousand times,<br />
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but you never left the pad.<br />
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love is stickin together and figuring out this life, religious, future, thing,<br />
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growin old and actin young thing,<br />
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We parents now,<br />
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grooming us for life, like we're just born,<br />
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learning how to walk, crawl and run, the way mom meant it,<br />
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the way it should be done...<br />
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I guess that's what our second chance at life is,<br />
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settling down and doing the family bid,<br />
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Time seems to tick with surprises by the minute,<br />
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Life with you is adventurous,<br />
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frustrating, exciting, scary and ridiculous.<br />
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I love you even when I don't say it,<br />
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you're my dream come true,<br />
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Thus far, we made it,<br />
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i can think of other things but,<br />
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this, I won't trade it,<br />
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might alter it a little,<br />
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learning from mistakes of old,<br />
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but then again, nah<br />
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cuz the now is our future together unfold,<br />
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2 fold, plus ten and so on, plus more,<br />
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take a look out the window,<br />
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opportunities knockin,<br />
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I'll meet you outside,<br />
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tie my shoes and start walkin<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-5519066676449579812018-04-03T12:16:00.001-07:002018-04-03T12:25:36.003-07:00Sharin', Givin', Learnin' Why do I give advice I can't take,<br />
Make me feel like I'm fake,<br />
Sound mind at stake...<br />
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Pluto, Moon, and Mars,<br />
Light years to the candy bar,<br />
Un-sheath my double-edged sword,<br />
Cuttin' and protectin' on one accord,<br />
<br />
Got common sense,<br />
Make wrong decisions,<br />
When my minds right,<br />
I move with precision,<br />
<br />
My focus can get blurry,<br />
When I'm in a hurry,<br />
Then I see what I've done and,<br />
It's kind of scurry,<br />
<br />
Seek advice but take my own,<br />
After days of meditation,<br />
Knowledge seeds are planted,<br />
Growin' echoes of vibration,<br />
<br />
<br />
Feelin pretty spiritual,<br />
Somthin' like a miracle,<br />
Got me so excited,<br />
Got me feelin' slight hysterical,<br />
<br />
Captivatin' mind,<br />
Captivatin' mine,<br />
Sharin' words with strangers,<br />
While I'm leadin' from behind,<br />
<br />
Lead from Up Above,<br />
Allah's Undying Love,<br />
Pick's me up, when I am down,<br />
Fits tight like OJ's glove,<br />
<br />
Still, at times, I wonder,<br />
Why I fall back into slumber,<br />
Daydreamin' of the days,<br />
When I rose from being under,<br />
<br />
Reminded of abilities,<br />
Of, come back possibilities,<br />
Plateau on days of good,<br />
Obtain and keep stability,<br />
<br />
For now, I'll keep on-goin',<br />
Givin' logical advice,<br />
As the breeze of wisdom's blowin',<br />
Comforting's the sacrifice,<br />
<br />
Of knowing that I'll help someone,<br />
In hopes it penetrates,<br />
While in the state of slumber,<br />
What is given, I can't take.<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-10666564452709190372018-03-30T04:39:00.000-07:002018-03-30T04:39:34.710-07:00Balancin' Act!!I'm a psychopathic kind of sista,<br />
Born as two coy fish,<br />
Swimmin' in circles,<br />
Chasing myself, never catching up...<br />
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I'm passionate about things I can't define,<br />
Only to express them through words of mine,<br />
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Imprisoned mind, free to roam,<br />
Going the distance and stayin' local,<br />
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Loco yet genius,<br />
Extravagant and plus,<br />
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Mirror image description of being care and bias...<br />
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I'm clingy and cuddle with myself,<br />
Want attention but private,<br />
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Spiritually engulfed in Down South holiness,<br />
Actions like Middle East worship...<br />
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Migraine in my right brain,<br />
Remedy in my left,<br />
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Tortured by second guessin'<br />
Knowin' the answer,<br />
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Pickin' on myself to defend it,<br />
Borrowed words cuz I lent them,<br />
<br />
Assuming, then ignore until my suspicion was right,<br />
<br />
Filled with insecurities,<br />
Confidence surroundin' me,<br />
<br />
I am my own worst critic,<br />
Amazed at how wonderful I am...<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-79133921690366586042018-03-01T01:06:00.001-08:002018-03-01T01:06:46.730-08:00Dear God,It's those things,<br />
That make angels cry upon,<br />
Broken wings they fly,<br />
And fall below,<br />
<br />
Scattered and tattered,<br />
Scared and bruised,<br />
Can't explain what's the matter,<br />
But it's always you,<br />
<br />
Who, lives a life of,<br />
Sacrifice,<br />
Being kind to those who don't play nice,<br />
Don't play fair,<br />
<br />
Coin flips in the air,<br />
Lands not in your favor,<br />
Swallow hard and savour,<br />
The sour stinging flavor,<br />
<br />
The taste that you're use to,<br />
That makes your breath smell,<br />
Everytime you speak,<br />
They turn their cheek ,<br />
<br />
Cuz, your so confused and,<br />
You make no sense,<br />
When sense is common,<br />
At their expense,<br />
<br />
Asking God when can you get a break from this,<br />
The weakest link but strong,<br />
Constantly keep it together,<br />
Not knowing just how long,<br />
<br />
He's testing to the limits of the tasks that I can bear,<br />
<br />
Complete/ rest/ repeat,<br />
Seems ends sight is nowhere,<br />
<br />
Why is this my bid, why's He chosen me,<br />
Filled with much emotion that it's paralyzing me,<br />
<br />
What more do I do, to prove my love to you,<br />
Seeking all my days and question if I'm pleasing You ,<br />
<br />
I know this life's not my own, and the things at my right hand,<br />
<br />
Never bore the last name of another,<br />
Besides the one who I called Dad,<br />
<br />
My children are priceless gifts,<br />
My parents love has branded it,<br />
Loved by ones who look like me,<br />
Those born before and after me,<br />
<br />
<br />
I come to the conclusion that I'm similar to Job,<br />
Accumulated things along the way,<br />
Just to see them go,<br />
<br />
I pray that I'm doing this right and You'll be proud of me,<br />
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And enter into heavan on the day earth sets me free.<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-21103559460567261362018-02-10T21:14:00.001-08:002018-02-10T21:14:49.338-08:00https://dearqueendee.wordpress.com/2018/02/11/turtle-vs-bunny/is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-32977455759345882912018-02-09T06:43:00.001-08:002018-02-09T06:43:36.017-08:00have a GOOD DAY!DEFINITELY,<br />
<br />
It's destined to be,<br />
<br />
A wonderful thing that's waiting<br />
<br />
FOR me...<br />
<br />
<br />
On the Contrary,<br />
<br />
It's very ordinary,<br />
<br />
Impact is Positively,<br />
<br />
Ultra-extraordinary...<br />
<br />
<br />
I feel it in the air,<br />
<br />
I feel it in my bones,<br />
<br />
Vibe of my surroundings,<br />
<br />
Put me in the comfort zone...<br />
<br />
<br />
In the street or<br />
<br />
At home,<br />
<br />
In your face,<br />
<br />
ON the phone...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Mind over matter,<br />
<br />
Monotony shattered,<br />
<br />
Grumble and Gripe,<br />
<br />
Snuffed out amongst the chatter,<br />
<br />
<br />
Beneath all the laughter,<br />
<br />
Above all the pain,<br />
<br />
That's the beat they dancin' to,<br />
<br />
Crackin' jokes,<br />
<br />
Smilin' too...<br />
<br />
<br />
I hope you're gettin' yours,<br />
<br />
Because this one's all MINE,<br />
<br />
So, have a good day,<br />
<br />
With PEACE of MIND!<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-23661918004423666842018-02-02T10:04:00.001-08:002018-02-02T10:04:57.609-08:00UNIFY!!!<div class="MsoNormal">
I was raised, Christian,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Converted to Islam,<o:p></o:p></div>
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I knew why I did it,<o:p></o:p></div>
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But had no clue to what was going on…<o:p></o:p></div>
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I listened to people who knew,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Only what they were fed,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Had unanswered questions,<o:p></o:p></div>
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In the back of my head…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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I wasn’t told some friends would stray,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Hide down the aisle, <o:p></o:p></div>
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When I came their way,<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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I think it’s funny,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Cuz, I do it too,<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’ll creep in the store,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Trying to avoid you…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Asking me questions like,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">What’s that “thing” on your head,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Can I see your hair,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Are you bald, or have dreads?</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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A glimpse of my hair will never display,<o:p></o:p></div>
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What lies underneath,<o:p></o:p></div>
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In a physical way…<o:p></o:p></div>
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Cuz, wisdom’s like air,<o:p></o:p></div>
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6<sup>th</sup> sense, and 3<sup>rd</sup> eye, visual,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Invisible,<o:p></o:p></div>
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So, I keeps my head wrapped with this material…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Don’t you get hot, when it’s 90 degrees,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">All covered up,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Wearing shirts with long sleeve?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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90 degrees is still 90 degrees,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Regardless of wearing long or short sleeves,<o:p></o:p></div>
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I thought people shop for all different type fabrics,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Thin & light when it’s hot, thick & heavy change to cold weather dramatic,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Simple concept, mathematics…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">You don’t eat pork?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Girl, how do you do it?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">I love’s me some ham,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">I couldn’t do it…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Leviticus 11:7 & 8,<o:p></o:p></div>
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And Deuteronomy too, <o:p></o:p></div>
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14:8,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Were verses I knew as a Christian,<o:p></o:p></div>
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To remove pork from my fork and my plate,<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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In other words…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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I used to smoke cigarettes,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Morning, noon and night,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Didn’t mean it was good,<o:p></o:p></div>
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To burn windpipe,<o:p></o:p></div>
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And fill up my lungs and cough up green shit,<o:p></o:p></div>
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By the grace of God, <o:p></o:p></div>
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He helped me quit…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Not eating pork, isn’t a Muslim thing,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Like black folks associated, <o:p></o:p></div>
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With eating chicken wings,<o:p></o:p></div>
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As if we invented it,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Brought it to man,<o:p></o:p></div>
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That’s a God thing baby,<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’m just doing what I can,<o:p></o:p></div>
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That was sent from above aforetime,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Long ago,<o:p></o:p></div>
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I jumped on the bandwagon,<o:p></o:p></div>
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And let that pork go…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Is it true what they say,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Women serving their men,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">And have lots of wives,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: yellow; mso-highlight: yellow;">Like roosters with hens?</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Research, the history of how it came about, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Simple minds assume they know,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Beyond a shadow of a doubt,<o:p></o:p></div>
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As if we behave recklessly,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Fornicating randomly,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Like we don’t know subconsciously,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Bout practicing our chastity...<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
These are basic things,<o:p></o:p></div>
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With whom we can all identify,<o:p></o:p></div>
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From a dark-skinned sista,<o:p></o:p></div>
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To a fly white guy,<o:p></o:p></div>
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We’re all simply human,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Unique individuals,<o:p></o:p></div>
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We make the world go round,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Like a boomerang,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Reciprocal…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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Didn’t come here to preach,<o:p></o:p></div>
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About the Muslim religion,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Just shedding some light,<o:p></o:p></div>
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In hopes that this will be the beginning…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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To the end of the questioning,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Bout why we’re all different,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Embrace the similarities,<o:p></o:p></div>
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And stop being ignorant…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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Life’s fingerprint among many faces,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Hues and features,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Decorate different races,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Array of generations...<o:p></o:p></div>
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Timeless scope of the past, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Brought forth to the future,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Bloodlines that last…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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Morally or cultural,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Even Geographical,<o:p></o:p></div>
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The beauty of our heritage,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Is even metaphysical,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Amazing, supernatural,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Its natural,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Theatrical,<o:p></o:p></div>
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The roles in life that we all play,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Significant in every way…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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So, saturate and educate,<o:p></o:p></div>
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In hopes, these words will penetrate,<o:p></o:p></div>
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On consciences minds who have a voice,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Demonstrate we have a choice,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Accepting life’s diversity,<o:p></o:p></div>
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From babies to the elderly,<o:p></o:p></div>
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The only planet we call home, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Is everyone’s, free to roam.<o:p></o:p></div>
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When you see a Muslim,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Don’t dissect them in your mind,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Or fear they’re carrying a bomb,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Cuz a string’s hanging behind,<o:p></o:p></div>
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I understand the media has people really scared,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Directing all the focus,<o:p></o:p></div>
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From other evil deeds, elsewhere,<o:p></o:p></div>
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The worlds become a giant hood,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Political figures up to no good,<o:p></o:p></div>
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We’re all just trying to survive,<o:p></o:p></div>
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In this global genocide.<o:p></o:p></div>
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To the side,<o:p></o:p></div>
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With agendas to divide and conquer,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Menacing, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Rocking the cradle,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Mother Goosin’ us like bonkers,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Lullaby us with cell phones,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Walk around like clueless drones,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Pimped out in the Digital Age,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Our minds trapped in a virtual cage,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Preoccupied with InstaTwitterGram,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Bout gossip,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Instead of Poetry Slams,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Listening and building off consciousness,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Emotionally enraged bout this pompousness,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Formulating how to keep hope alive,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Spreading love, peace within this vibe…<o:p></o:p></div>
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I better chill for now, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Come back from my tangent,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Passionate about life,<o:p></o:p></div>
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I sit, cuz I can’t stand it,<o:p></o:p></div>
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We’ve come so far that, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Artificial is intelligent,<o:p></o:p></div>
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But the Genus got wiped out,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Wasn’t smart enough to reprogram it, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Society’s dissolving,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Backwardly evolving,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Wake up world and face this new day and age,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Unify,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Remain in a virtual cage.<o:p></o:p></div>
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is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-28515285981132151892018-01-26T12:11:00.001-08:002018-01-26T12:11:53.733-08:00Seeds of LifeLife can unexpectedly throw seeds in the midst of our journey, that either grow, sprout then die, or never fertilize at all.<br />
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In any case, learn every aspect of ups and downs regardless if it's in your favor or not.<br />
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Be thankful for what you have and don't have, what is to come and what is to go.<br />
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Life is what YOU make it, so cultivate it, and reap the rewards of your labor!<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-83678325130234453212018-01-13T18:29:00.002-08:002018-01-13T18:29:11.858-08:00TrendyBaby powder conspiracy,<br />
Generations use it,<br />
Found out it's not good for me,<br />
But babies still promote it,<br />
<br />
It's alright for needle shops to open up for users,<br />
But forbidden to design a pill,<br />
To heal abusers,<br />
<br />
<br />
Black Friday and Christmas Day,<br />
Made their way to Wall Street,<br />
The news Announces spending trends,<br />
In hopes last year was beat,<br />
<br />
Social media,<br />
Encyclopedia,<br />
Goin' viral,<br />
Eatin' gyros,<br />
<br />
Crazy trends of,<br />
Now and then,<br />
Intelligent,<br />
Or other than?<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-44862500166084327142018-01-10T15:46:00.002-08:002018-01-10T15:46:47.933-08:00New DayLet's make the most of today,<br />
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Put things behind,<br />
Things that angered us,<br />
From yesterday,<br />
For tomorrow,<br />
Leave behind,<br />
Some pain and sorrow,<br />
But for tomorrow,<br />
<br />
Bring today,<br />
Mistakes we made,<br />
From yesterday..<br />
<br />
Don't be bitter,<br />
Just get better,<br />
Move on with the wisdom treasures,<br />
Of past endeavours,<br />
A future tomorrow,<br />
Of time, not took, or earned,<br />
But borrowed.<br />
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is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-19212022175771663292018-01-07T20:50:00.001-08:002018-01-14T11:13:00.145-08:00Cold People, Cold WorldLooks like these are the last days,<br />
The words grown folks would always say,<br />
They are here,<br />
Or they're near,<br />
So take precaution,<br />
Soul washin'<br />
<br />
Tie up loose ends,<br />
Finish unfinished business,<br />
Apologize to friends,<br />
Why ill vibes ended up like this,<br />
<br />
Pay respect to your elders,<br />
Be kind to strangers,<br />
They might be the only ones 'round,<br />
To help when in danger,<br />
<br />
Sign of the times,<br />
Time is a sign,<br />
Shows how fast we got here,<br />
Future's next in line,<br />
<br />
The futures next to now,<br />
With gradual projections,<br />
Virtual diseases,<br />
Even doctors can't protect them.<br />
<br />
Even government is shady against its own land,<br />
When it tries to make laws for a racial band,<br />
<br />
Media controlled lies of deception,<br />
plaguing the viewer,<br />
In strategic directions.<br />
<br />
Life use to be happy, till I grew up,<br />
To see that the world is really fucked up,<br />
To know that protection was given to me,<br />
By conscious minds in my family.<br />
<br />
World peace is possible,<br />
But who really wants it,<br />
If you pick and choose bullies,<br />
And help them to taunt it,<br />
<br />
And beat it,<br />
Abuse it,<br />
For ego, or power,<br />
Don' t you dare lose it,<br />
In the media shower,<br />
<br />
Setting the stage for reality TV,<br />
Pointing fingers at others,<br />
Claiming they're the enemy.<br />
<br />
I love my country,<br />
And don't hate others,<br />
I only hate strangers who,<br />
Harm innocent brothers,<br />
<br />
And sisters, and mothers,<br />
Fathers and all,<br />
United we stand,<br />
United we fall.<br />
<br />
I hate the ones who blame a whole race,<br />
When the nose as is wide,<br />
As the one on my face,<br />
When your lips are as thick,<br />
As the ones on my face,<br />
Riding on slave ships,<br />
Staring at your forefathers face.<br />
<br />
We're all connected in some human way,<br />
Until hate is injected,<br />
In a sickening way,<br />
<br />
When will you see that it gets us nowhere,<br />
No prize at the end,<br />
Still, no one cares.<br />
<br />
Hate is emotional cancer,<br />
With hopes, it's in remission,<br />
And stays away even when,<br />
The ignorant petition.<br />
<br />
We only have one life to live,<br />
Let's spend it showing love,<br />
Stop investing all your time,<br />
Angering God above.<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-69774856217492184612018-01-02T13:01:00.000-08:002018-01-02T13:01:24.719-08:00Freedom of ReligionIncision of vision,<br />
Thoughts causing divisions,<br />
Suspicions,<br />
Decisions,<br />
Second guess tradition,<br />
<br />
Formulate my mission,<br />
Subtracting and addition,<br />
Express the world I live in,<br />
The tempo of my rhythm.<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-9809018719268473362017-12-27T23:17:00.001-08:002017-12-27T23:17:57.864-08:00Anxiety at its BestSensational sensation,<br />
Removing frustration,<br />
No more stress,<br />
It's pure liberation...<br />
<br />
Got on my knees and prayed real hard,<br />
So much damage left my brain in scars,<br />
<br />
Removing the stain,<br />
When you washed my brain,<br />
Never thought that I would be the same..<br />
<br />
Same as you,<br />
Not like me,<br />
Not the you i tried to be,<br />
<br />
Not like she,<br />
But, like them,<br />
Play the fool all over again.<br />
<br />
Mama called the Dr.,<br />
The Dr. called the nurse,<br />
10 minutes later beeps the horn from a hearse,<br />
<br />
Out came the jester,<br />
Joking from behind,<br />
Corrupt clergyman just did his time,<br />
<br />
He said fear not,<br />
For you have sinned,<br />
Make sure you don't get caught again.<br />
<br />
H@ly shit,<br />
What the f*ck,<br />
Ain't no hope,<br />
Now I'm truly stuck,<br />
<br />
How this happened?<br />
What I done?<br />
Reaching for bullets,<br />
Without a gun,<br />
<br />
It's a case of pure delusion,<br />
Mind plays trick's and caused confusion,<br />
<br />
Get your sh*t together,<br />
Or you wind up losing,<br />
<br />
Self,<br />
Self-destruct,<br />
Times up,<br />
Outta luck,<br />
<br />
<br />
Paranoia-schizo-manic,<br />
Serendipitously,<br />
Mega-tragic!<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-64215540201434474782017-12-22T11:38:00.001-08:002017-12-22T11:38:31.165-08:00skillZ that KillWillfully full of will,<br />
<br />
As I craft and groom my skill<br />
<br />
I kill...<br />
<br />
...the slumber of the weak,<br />
<br />
Awaken by their strength,<br />
<br />
Brought down by those who peeped it,<br />
<br />
And went to great lengths,...<br />
<br />
To discourage the strong, using their humility,<br />
<br />
Ego of the mighty,<br />
<br />
Portray innocents like virginity,<br />
<br />
Listen to me,<br />
<br />
One can turn it into a gem,<br />
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Mind twerk psychosis,<br />
<br />
generate from the stroke of a pen.<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-86798037234353712472017-12-19T03:27:00.001-08:002017-12-19T03:27:28.989-08:00HopE...Chasin' fairytales of old love stories,<br />
Wishin' and hopin' some day they'll come true,<br />
Try to recoup what's left of memories,<br />
Predictin' a false future with you...<br />
<br />
Sincerely, it's eerily, merely an inquiry,<br />
To see if you feel like I do,<br />
Takin' a chance on continued romance,<br />
Wait to see if you come thru...<br />
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<br />is it just mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11981608943076317315noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7728723228056625413.post-41261034377855767472017-12-18T10:06:00.003-08:002017-12-18T10:06:25.386-08:00Workin' ClassHow can I be broke, but have enough money,<br />
Not have enough but, just barely make it,<br />
Barely make it, and paid bills,<br />
Barely paid bills, because I barely made it,<br />
<br />
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Paycheck, to paycheck...<br />
<br />
More like,<br />
Paycheck, take half, save and apply it to the next paycheck,<br />
Cut that payment in half, to pay that bill, until the next,<br />
<br />
Paycheck.<br />
<br />
Had enough of this sick carnival ride,<br />
Corporate genocide, glorified slaves in the free world,<br />
<br />
Afraid that my card will be declined,<br />
If the change I thought I had, was spent on gas instead,<br />
To get to the store, to buy food I may not have enough for,<br />
<br />
When will working become pleasurable in so-called family-oriented companies,<br />
<br />
Who cares about your families,<br />
And pay you what your worth,<br />
Treat you like your family, not expendable,<br />
<br />
Appreciate long hours, instead of acting like your taking their money...<br />
<br />
Like you want to be there instead of doing homework with your babies,<br />
Missing that PTA meeting, because there's work to be done,<br />
Showing up on Saturday,<br />
When the bosses sleep in and enjoy the day.<br />
<br />
Is it my fault that I don't have a plan,<br />
Didn't know what it entailed, or why it made a difference,<br />
Didn't know that I mattered until I realized this life isn't for me,<br />
Potentially, CEO of my own family-oriented company,<br />
<br />
Make hard work look easy and desirably comfortable,<br />
Bustin' ass side by side with those whom I employed.<br />
We're all appreciated and can't do this thing without you,<br />
Let me show my appreciation, buy showing my gratitude.<br />
<br />
I'll show up on Saturday, with breakfast for my crew,<br />
Offer overtime, if times are tough for you,<br />
I'll understand you family emergencies,<br />
And offer my assistance to help support your needs.<br />
<br />
That day hasn't come, but I'm certain it will,<br />
Employment for spots I need to fill,<br />
In my company I'll hope you'll agree,<br />
That the struggle is over, my offer to society.<br />
<br />
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