This...

The TRUTH always
Stands in the way....

ReAlity CHK!

I'm As Real As My Hair!!!!

...Yeah, aNd?!

I still ain't changed!

....QuieT!!!

When someone is yelling and full of hostility, 

And your response is silence behind a long pause...

You gain complete control of the situation.

U and meee

Does how much I love myself, 

Reflect on how much I love you?

Day 30

Day 29

Give humans their jobs back and fire automated customer service operators!!!

Day 28

Already signs, its ending soon,
Colors reining true,
On display is the real you,
Reflect upon this too...

Shaytan's being freed,
From the chains of Ramadan,
While believers worshiped Thee,

Learned so much and cleansed my mind,
From haram I housed inside,
Took the blame, no one but me,
Hard work, has set me free,

Thank you God for taking time,
Inshallah, it carries me,
Blessed with this state of mind,
In Ramadan twenty-sixteen 

Day 27

It was as good in the beginning...
Good in the beginning as it was,
In the end,
Good in the end,
The same,
Not better than,
Was the beginning and end,
It was equally good,
From beginning to end,
And right back again.

Day 26

Uncontrollable and involuntary,
Heaviness paralyzing lethargy,
Takin over me in times of great strength,
And vulnerable to temptation of lower self,
Your children and your wealth,
Your heart and your mind,
Confrontation at the same time...

Day 25

Wow, she beat him,

In the middle of my street and,

Told him they were through,

She's not in love with you so,

He didn't want to leave and,

Begged to let him stay but,

When he didn't go she,

Turned and walked away,

When she came ouside the house she,

Gave him one more chane by,

Sayin to him leave now or,

I'll play baseball with your head well,

He tried to call her bluff which,

Filled her up with rage and,

She swung and hit him once, but

He wouldn't go away...

While he grabbed his side he,

Called her out her name,

She swung again but he backed up,

I walked in the house like,

WTF

Day 24

God stretches the hours in the summer,

And shrinks them down in the winter,

Yet, time is still measured at the same pace,

Divine spce separating the rhythm without,

Hiccup nor stutter,

Eyes shutter,

Mind boggled at how 24 hrs,

Remains 24,

Now and before,

Forever and never,

God is so clever,

Amazing,

Creative Creator is He,

Time only tells,

Where we been/what we've seen

Day 23

Self righteous hooligans,

Fooled again,

Tables turned, flipped, upside down,

Bad mood again,

Shifty eyes watchin' in pain,

Goin' insane,

At the ones you always puttin' to shame,

Lame, 

Is how you acted,

Wrongs how you reacted,

Feel some type of way cuz your fall,
Was so attractive,
Attracting the attention you so actively sought,
Paid you ass no mind til you finally stopped,

Day 22

Snickers satisfies you,
Burger King lets you take over,
Having it your way,
Throw Morton's Salt over your shoulder,
Gotta beware of Trix,
Not the kind just for kids,
And you'll have a good PayDay
1,000 Grand, you got dibs?
Almond Joy myself so,
You do the same,
Have a Coke and a smile,
Relax in the shade!

Day 21

Divine calculations,
Completion signified by,
Three 7's,
Adding up to heaven,
Summed up in a set of three units,
All pointing to One.
The Beginning and the End,
Tell your mother,
Tell a friend,
In one ear then,
Out again,
Use a crayon or a pen,
Erase, correct,
Now write again,
If you only comprehend,
Who, what, why, but,
How and when,
If I say it one more time,
Might be hard a second time...

Day 20

Yo-yo bouncin'
Sling shottin'
Reciprocal,
Predictable,
Equal opposites balancing out,
Canceling out,
Circulating positive vibes,
Coincide,
Harmonize the same thing,
Makin' a difference!

Day 19

Today's journey felt sluggish like,
Ankle weights under water,
Wearin',a wool jacket in 90 degrees,
Through the mirage of no man's land...
Til I think about those who had a good day But are in worse shape than me,
I decline such feelings and pray for those,
From who's gratitude of life, I wish I possessed.

Day 18

Soul searchin'
Perchin' on my stoop as I gather,
Rain drops from brainstorms matter,
Scattered about,
In a whisperin' shout,
No doubt,
Gotta let it all out,
Realeasin'
Alphabets organized as lines,
Tellin stories in no order,
And no particular time..

Day 17

Rough start to a smooth day,
Chillin with friends when we're all done prayin',
Stayin' on point, peacefully sublime,
Steady thankin ' God for such a wonderful time...

Day 16

Real talk:

I felt myself preparing to get angry when I was reminded that its my choice to get angry..no one is "making" me, so I thought about it...

I choose to provoke myself into feeling upset whenever I'm confronted with a negative from my past. I don't like bitching over anything that puts me in a bitter state of mind, where I think of every possible reason why my anger is still ligit...

“Allahumma kama ahsanta khalqi fa ahsin khuluqi” 
“Oh Allah, as you have perfected my creationso too perfect my character “

This is the very thing that will separate my old ways from new ones, keeping growth in the forefront, forever conscious and acting on it.

Day 15

I love me some him!

 

Toni Braxton said it first and she wasn't lion! (Tee-hee-hee!)

Day 14

God governs everything some much as our breath is not our own...