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Thursday, May 18, 2017

Abnormal behavior


Sitting in a hot car, windows up, engine off...

I don’t know why I’m so tired and I can’t seem to stay focused on what ‘s in front of me.

This is getting pretty bad…

I’m no longer content, and can’t focus on as to what’s important,

What’s normal,

I get upset at the drop of a dime, I feel as if I’m losing my grip..

I don’t understand this roller coaster I’m on but it sucks!

Even when I used to go crazy, I had a clue, but I don’t even have that luxury anymore

I feel like such a rotten person because I’ve learned to dislike a lot of people and feel guilty at the same time.

I like who I am but I don’t know who I am.

I like the old me and miss her,

I like the new me but can’t believe this is who’ve I become.

I sneak up on my shadow because I don’t want it to fallow me anymore.

I run from myself, because I don’t understand who I AM!