Sitting in a hot car, windows up, engine off...
I don’t know why I’m so tired and I can’t seem to stay focused on what ‘s in front of me.
This is getting pretty bad…
I’m no longer content, and can’t focus on as to what’s important,
What’s normal,
I get upset at the drop of a dime, I feel as if I’m losing my grip..
I don’t understand this roller coaster I’m on but it sucks!
Even when I used to go crazy, I had a clue, but I don’t even have that luxury anymore
I feel like such a rotten person because I’ve learned to dislike a lot of people and feel guilty at the same time.
I like who I am but I don’t know who I am.
I like the old me and miss her,
I like the new me but can’t believe this is who’ve I become.
I sneak up on my shadow because I don’t want it to fallow me anymore.
I run from myself, because I don’t understand who I AM!
