good Morning

Started off as a good morning, 

After yawning, 

Thankin' God for another day,

Another chance,

To be a better me than the day before...

Flowing thru my routine, 

Awaken day dreams, 

About today's short and long term goals,

Strategic plan,

With pen in hand,

Mapping the start of my course...

Two minutes in,

Downfall begins,

Ink slowly runs dry,

I look around,

And hear the sound,

Of sirens as they scream by...

They wake the baby,

Startled the cat,

Disturbed, my panic flys high...

I'm tryin to calm him,

I better pet her,

Now I start to question why...

How did this happen,

Why did i think that,

This would be a smooth day,

It never happens,

I'll try tomorrow, 

It could be worse,

Like they say. 

Alone and Guided

Back in time and current like Benjamin Button,
All of the 'suddin,
The world gets tipped on it's axis,

Note to practice:

Can't live by man made innovations,
Lead to the slaughter,
Dip at the next station,

Keep it 100 only you and God
Gotta clear my head from the steam and fog,

Asking why do I feel all alone,
Speaking in a language no one else knows,
Speaking bout things that You brought me through,
Testified within until my face is blue,

Odd ball like Noah,
Stubborn like Job,
Pray that I'm right,
And through guidance they'll know,

I guess it's a level that He's put me on,
Try to explain but it all sounds wrong,
Guess its one of His Mysterious Ways,
To teach us a lesson in this day and age,

Maybe this mission is a solo one,
Personal journey till this chapters done,
Trials and errors, highs and lows,
On to the next as my wizdom grows

*Faith is the key to the Oneness of God*

Being Human

(Why is the very thing that makes you angry,
The thing to face to change your heart) ?

How as humans do we find things we detest,

To the point that we're obsessed,

And makes your brain feel extra tight,

Until you hate with all your might,

Then desperately seek God's Forgiveness,

When we admit it wasn't right...

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Misfits!!!

Misfits bound for greatness,
Rose colored glasses with,
Kaleidoscope lenses,
Started with associates,
Now I barely have friends,

Paper and pen,
Alternative to keyboards,
Sea shore, washes up treasure,
That the vein ignore,

I dress to impress my consciousness,
I'm unique, a freak and I'm good at it,

Got high hopes in hopless situations,
Meditate and hold ancient conversations,
Feelin refreshed like returning from vacation,
Unwaverd peace like I'm high on medication,

I speaks intelligent,
sometimes derogatory,
I'll try to explain so you can fall-ow my story,

Familiarize yourself about the way i am,
The topic of your gossip,
The subject of your rumors,
I'm the reason for your yappin round' the water cooler,

I'm just like her,
She's just like them,
Individuality at the stroke of a pen...


We are the ones wearing chains from our noses,
Wearing nail polish on top of our toeses'

Covered in tattoos and studs in our tongue,
Dreadlocks and skateboards, we ride in the sun,

Blue haired ballerina,
Thick glasses, ripped jeans,
Petty crime misdemeanor,
We're clean and pristine,

Nappy, bald, redheaded and bold,
Birthmarks and freckles,
Dimples and pimples,
We're young and we're old,

Nerds, nerds, nerds,
Headbangers and no names,
We are the Misfits,
We're one in the same...

All ethnicities,
In our simplicity,
We're humbly artistic,
Narcissistic, Eccentric

We keep your attention by being ourselves,
The same ones in high school who sat by ourselves,
The ones who got picked on for being ourselves,
The ones who don't fit in for being ourselves,

The ones who intrigued you and all of your friends,
The one who put Humpty together again,
The Rubics Cube genuious,
From earth to Venus,
Two steps ahead in wizdom puttin,
Miles between us,

 We're the ones you think about,
The cool way how we get shit done,
The ones who you compare yourself,
And wish your life was just as fun,

We are Misfits,
We are the Mr.'s and Mrs of fits,
Always in the back of your brain,
We're so smart,
It's crazy, insane,

We're the ones you can never be,
The strong and best at ev-er-y thing,
We're exclusive, ultra beings,
Envy of shoes you want to be in.

MeltDown

What's the point of existence when resistance cracks my melon,

Start screamin' and yellin',

Bout to become a felon,

No tellin', how far I'll go,

Distance unknown,

Mysterious location,

Tryin to reach the next station,

Take a ride on the train of thought,

Ponder bout, what I ought,

And bout, what I ought not,

Clarity snuffed out by confusion,

Parodies of fake life illusions,

I fooled em'

Pretendin'

Feel ok, but I'm sick again,

Sick of hiding in life's shadows,

And blinded by limelight,

Can't stand all the attention,

Cuz it gives me stage fright,

In spite,

Of my fits of rage,

Mind bashing,

That dents the cage,

As my brain seeps with inner agony,

Torn between who I am and ought to be,

Siamese, sibling rivalry,

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Mutha Fuckin Hyde,

Proudly display of humbling pride,

Crying while I laugh inside,

All the while I look for ease,

To fix my disability,

Of the mind that's made of matter,

Over it,

But it don't matter,

Just another stressful day,

I'm good for real,

Yep, I'm ok,

Silly, I'm not foolin' you,

Too busy cuz I'm foolin' me!

Strong

I am strong,

like the hit of a bong that makes you choke,

And burns your throat, like

Oki-dok

Strong,

Like the muscle man with weight in his hands,

Gettin ready 'fore he stands, then puts them down and up again,


Strong,

Like being perturbed, from a sudden word, strikes a nerve, that sparks the urge,

Makin current scenes absurd..

Ya heard?

Strong like

Church folk feelin the spirit, watch/listen/hear it, yellin and tear it, b'cuz they swear it,

Strong like,

Black coffee, espresso , that makes shit let go and stay on the get go

Strong like

Bad breath, yeah, tosis, no talk so close it,
Start pluggin noses, back up to closes...

I  can go on bout how i am strong,
Bout when I'm weak, i carry-on,

And on and on, like Erykah's song,

Tip of the iceberg, it won't be long.